Feel

I don't want to tell you how I feel
I will not tell you how I feel
Because I don't feel
Well... I don't feel you that's for sure
I don't want to feel
Feel is bad
Feel is sad
Feel hurts
Feel says I'm ugly inside
Feel says that I don't realize
I can't help but wait
Wait and forget
How beautiful you were
How you made me laugh
How you made me care
How you made me cry
How you made me mad

But mostly
How you made me feel